Magic Doors

I can't deny what I've become,
I'm just emotionally undone.
I can't deny I can't be someone else.

When I have tried to find the words
To describe this sense absurd,
Try to resist my thoughts, but I can't lie.

I've been loosing myself,
My desire, I can't hide.
No reason, and I thought:

I can't divide or hide from me.
I don't know who I'm meant to be.
I guess it's just the person that I am.
Often I've felt that I don't wade
Into the gift of my mistake.
Again, again I'm wrong, and I confess:

I've been loosing myself,
My desire, I can't hide.
No reason, am I for.

I've been loosing myself,
My desire, I can't hide.
No reason, am I for.