Darlin' It Ain't Easy

I'm down to my last
stick of cigarette
I'm down to the last thought
in my head

You saw me
packing my bags
You asked me
if I was coming back
And I told you
that I wasn't sure
and I'm
5 steps away from out the door

Darlin' it ain't easy
for me to say goodbye
but I have found myself another guy

You look confused
And I dont blame you
But you're never around
enough for me to love you
me to love you

Darlin' you don't deserve me
you don't deserve my love
I had plenty to give
but you shrugged it off

Don't think I dont know
about the hair on the pillow
and it seems like what we had was just a show
was it all
just a show?

Darlin' it aint easy
for us to say goodbye
I just hope that we'll have better lives